Excitement

by Girlinshadows

If you asked me to describe my life in one word right now, I’d have to say “boring”. Lack of excitement, no interesting things going on, disappointments…My life is full of these. How do I kick it up a notch? I’ve been trying and trying to find a way to make my life exciting, yet nothing seems to work. I’m starting to think I might be the problem. Maybe my life isn’t boring, but I am. People looking on my Facebook page would think I’m having the time of my life. The fascinating girl with her interesting life, attending a Chris Brown concert, going  swimming, being at a festival, dancing at the national football  championship, visiting the UK, partying with friends… It’s all just a big illusion. We fill our pages with the few interesting things we’ve done in our lives, leaving out all the boring parts and making it seem like our entire life is a series of exciting moments. We form this idea about our lives in other people’s minds when in reality they’re nowhere near as good as we make them to be. We sell these lies to others hoping that eventually we’ll buy them ourselves.